I lived in my tiny studio for 3 years and 7 months of my life - the longest I've lived at a single address address since I moved to college almost 12 years ago. It was definitely bittersweet as I left. (My former studio apartment is pictured above. Note: the objects you see are not larger than they seem - it really is the size of a postage stamp, but I liked it.)
I'm now losing a lot more sleep, between not having my own bed to sleep on and trying to figure out questions that don't have answers (Am I doing the right thing? Will I make friends there? What if I hate it? What if I don't and I don't want to come back?). Can I just start the trip already? I want to get to the part where I'm having fun and not so tormented. My only consolation is that the next blog I write will be from the other side of the world!!!
Personal Goals:
- Avoid tears on my last night out in Chicago this Saturday
- Get to Auckland safely and with some sense of sanity left
- Get some sleep!
Another question that should keep you up: How much are my friends charging per night to sleep in their house?
ReplyDeleteyou are doing the right thing and the decision is already made, so enjoy the journey
ReplyDeleteSafe travels Jess!
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